bella-likes-nutella-and-acapella:
*checks pulse* wow is this thing still on
*wow this is gonna kill me
bella-likes-nutella-and-acapella:
*checks pulse* wow is this thing still on
*wow this is gonna kill me
giving head is so annoying and boring and not enjoyable like after a while i just get really uninterested and my jaw starts to hurt and like i’d rather just like do something else and boys who take a really long time to cum make me want to punch holes in walls
My everyday struggle: eating.
This is probably the most sensitive topic for me. My eating disorder.
I feel guilty Everytime I eat.
Everytime I eat I feel as if i can literally see a difference in my body and feel huge.
Eating is probably the most uncomfortable thing I have to do.
I don’t know how it got like this. It was “just a diet” I started six months ago.
Some days I know I’m thinner than before, my pants fall off me. Other days I can’t see the difference at all.
It’s so confusing and frustrating and just all around going to probably kill me.
I’ve convinced myself I’m not hungry anymore and it worked